I M(24) have a half sister and half brother 10 years older than me. My brother and I have the same mom and my sister and me share the same dad. From my early childhood we were close and loving but as we got older, we grew apart. My sister revealed her feelings about me when I heard her say that Im retarded, Im our dad's and my mother's son. My mother is a drunk and my dad is a sniffer. My development was affected by their behavior but I somewhat keep it together. With her knowing what I was exposed to you would think she'll understand. It was clear to me that she really disliked me because when I texted her for some emotional support and tried to vent to her during my battle with opioid addiction (like most younger siblings do) she left me on delivered and called me and said "Why did you text me some weird shit"? I don't understand why Youre so slow". When she would call me for help I was there for her whether a favor or watching her kids.. That was the nail in the coffin for me and her. Im close with her kids but that's where I draw the line. Then there's my brother. He's a product of his bad habits and choices. He's absent in both of his kids lives and never listened when I tried to help him. He made his bed with me when he took advantage of our grandmother and messed up her car to live his facade fueled life and impress women. He also claimed one of his children was not his (looks just like him) and that really disturbed me. Same as with my sister, Im close with his kids but I refuse to deal with him. He did not help himslef several times. Even now I'm the bearer of his messes.