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The original was posted on /r/relationships by /u/astrobloom_ on 2024-01-20 19:02:43+00:00.
should i believe he likes my boobs?
i don't even think i can call them boobs. they are relatively smaller, i am definitely flat chested. nothing really shows but my nipples if i were to just were a shirt with no bra.
i always feel ashamed whenever my boyfriend touches me in the chest, because i've observed that he may have a thing for girls with bigger chest (his female likings on k-pop, anime, and just his past girlfriends as well). it just so happened that he loves me and that my physique may have not been something that crossed him.
but part of me thinks he might wish i had better proportions. i get so embarrassed when we do something sexual and he gets on my chest. i feel sorry for myself and for him.
i know that he loves me and everything, however there's still a lot of things that i feel insecure about, especially my body.
sometimes when bad things happen between us, i overthink and all kinds of reason gets in my head. for example, when he doesn't make plans for us to go out on special occasions (valentine's, festive event in our town, stuff like that), i immediately think it's because he finds me unworthy for that kind of treatment.
i know this is just me being insecure but i just couldn't tell at times. when i look at myself and my needs, i feel like i'm asking more than what i deserve.
i want to please him and i also want him to see my worth. but i don't want to push him to much, because what if he really doesn't see it?
i know i gave him my all since the beginning, but his actions makes me wonder if what i'm doing is still not enough.
i'm scared i will never be pretty enough for him.
tl;dr my boyfriend says my boobs don't bother him but his likings says otherwise. his actions and efforts also confuses me if he knows my worth. how do i figure this out?