Aliveelectricwire

After surviving being stabbed, shot at, and fucking sexually assaulted I did what any normal person going thru multiple traumatic events does: I started to drink. I am so addicted to alcohol that I shake when I don't have it (I started drinking again a week and a half ago) and after ground scoring a bag of heroin, then smoking DMT at a punk show, I realized I need significant help. I've already been in talks with my ex over who can take care of our dog while I'm in rehab. I love y'all but I'm going dark for 3 or so months until I get in a recovery home. Leave the lights on for me. Imma try to nip this in the bud before I die and spend the next 24 hours absolutely spoiling my dog Basil, who I'm pretty sure I'll never see again after my ex-spouse picks him up. Imma buy him his fav treat: McDonald's fries and hold him and sob.

Maybe she's born with it, maybe it's Maybelline. Or maybe it's an EF5

Just checked my tounge for over 8 areas I had a cousin who was insisting over the cake and I just casually dropped "Second Basil marks the Saddam?" And the threw me a ceremony bc *I WORE A BLACK TIE,

I need to share beautiful intrusive thoughts as they happen

I desperately need cash so I can get to my intensive outpatient and cash for food. Please help me out. My cashapp is $Slimecore

I'm recently out of rehab and have no money to get to my IOP program. I need $20 to be able to get to the place I'll be going for meds and classes. Pls send to my cash app $Slimecore

I got off rehab a few days ago and haven't had a real meal since I left. I also need to be able to get there (it's across the city) for the next 4 days until I can get money. My cash app is $Slimecore. Any amount helps. Tysm

I'm sober now. Off of benzos and booze. But holy shit the things I've seen while in rehab. I'm a transfemme and got put in the men's psych unit. A quick recap. A crackhead who was five foot nothing who upon learning I was a trans femme was convinced I in fact had afab genitalia. He would often ask if I was wet or if id fuck him. The best thing that happened with him was me walking into the bathroom while he was shaving his stomach, turning to me, and shouting "XXXXX CAN I SHAVE YOUR PUSSSSSY?"

A PCP addict who out of nowhere asked if he could call me "Mother" and said shit like "mother do you like Hitler" "Mother do you get horny here" "Mother is anyone on the Boston Celtics secretly a transsexual?"

Security flipping the whole units stuff because we weren't allowed to bring food up from the vending machines and I had a nice thing going where I'd buy honey buns and wait for them to run out and then sell them for 3 cigs then sell each cig for a dollar and make a decent profit. They didn't find shit bc I kept my honeybuns in a back office that no one used and they thought was locked (I jimmyed the lock with my rehab id card)

Cuddling with a cute Bi dude on ten blankets and a pillow I made in my "office" and immediately stopping bc fuck cuddling while paranoid and afraid of being caught.

A 62 yo alcoholic who was from Georgia and came to Chi just to go to rehab. He couldn't read or write, was racist, sexist, and queerphobic. He called his roommate "boy" and learned the hard way racist shit doesn't fly past the Dixon line.

I have waaaaaay weirder stories and will add more. Love you all and I'm glad 2 be back

Don't waste your time. The first turning point series was all non lib talk about blowback re: 9/11.

The bomb and the cold war is 100% lib propaganda. The first episode they go hard against the US japanese bombings which made me go but by episode 3 they have a full episode about kulaks and woe is me. I kept watching hoping it'd get better (all like 9 episodes) but at every point it's nato good soviet's bad.

We've all seen a skeleton with some weird shit in fallout or similar games. How will your skeleton be found?

I have a mannequin with a cone on it's head. You know I'm putting that cone on my head, holding the mannequin, and leaving unopened cigs

UwU

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