I'm in this post and I ~~don't like it~~ (jk) completely understand.
This isn't fantasizing about an unfamiliar future. We experienced this in 2020. The Boogaloo Boys and Rittenhouse were "security". Even the allies in the CHAZ made some bad calls.
I'm one of those who would like to be a protector, but no one should trust a stranger, and that is what I am.
In my experience, it is better to silently do good from the background without recognition than to proudly stand in front where people can try to bait you into a mistake, or misrepresent your good deeds.
Security personnel should have an attitude of service, not of leadership.