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The original was posted on /r/getmotivated by /u/absurdman007 on 2023-12-23 17:22:50+00:00.
I often try to find a girl with which i could share it all. Maybe look for someone like she could become my emotion bouncing board. As much as i remember, i haven't been able to open up completely to anyone, neither friends and neither any prospective girlfriend since they haven't asked me which also implies that i also haven't had any relationship in my 24 years of age. I should've learnt to be self sufficient in this by now but clearly i am not.
To find someone, i have got out of my comfort zone, made gestures, and went to an extent that this process has made my selfrespect is sadly go down the drain.
How can i practice to regain my self respect and be emotional self sufficient if i am starting from scratch. I have negligible amount of self-confidence, i have don't know since when made myself victim in my head.
Motive of writing this is, in 2024, i dont want to feel this way or atleast want to get better than what i have felt this year or all these past years.