The healthcare system here has been savagely underfunded for decades, mental health more so. I've been chasing up non-profit places to try and get coaching or something, and exploring options for affordable private health insurance. My life hasn't imploded yet, but it's sure trying. I am currently able to hold down a full time job, I'm not homeless, and my marriage hasn't dissolved....for now.

I wasn't trying to say, like: oh you think you have it bad? Well buddy let me clue you in!

The fact your doctor knew you were probably suffering from something that would prevent you from easily following up, then chiding you for waiting so long to ask about it....is just ridiculous. I hope we both get the help we need soon,