I think it's reasonable to cut ties now and make amends if he's somehow found innocent. We'd all love for him not be a piece of shit and for these women to have not been assaulted, but I'm just saying it's not likely.
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OP, read through Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents.
And then GTFO of there the second you can. This man will stunt your life and he'll blame you for it.
This is the duck
You're allowed to have emotions, and as a kid they're hard to mask or deal with. So letting your kid feel them and modeling how to deal with them is the right way to let them learn, rather than telling them they can't be angry and just having them feel guilty for their "wrong" emotions.
The white thumbs up!
Zen browser, a Firefox fork trying to imitate Arc (chromium).
Try this one, has lots of special characters: a_a_a_a_a_a_a_a
We all move at our own pace and there are good reasons!
I'd ask any femme friends if they would come over and do your nails. It takes about an hour. You don't even need to mention gender. Base coat, color, then top coat.
Eyeliner pencil.
Or pick and choose from this very absolute-beginner friendly make-up video
The euphoria I got from my first application of foundation, eyeliner, and blush was marvelous.
Second suggestion: jewelry. A cute bracelet, subtle necklace.
If you haven't gotten your ears pierced and want to, go to a piercing studio. If you have them pierced, dangly earrings!
Skin care routine! Cleaning and moisturizing your face every night is very femme.
Get your nails done. If you have a friend who can do it, do that. Or go to a nail salon, a basic polish will only be 20-40 bucks and you get to choose from hundreds of colours. Start with just your toes if you aren't comfortable.
Pluck your eyebrows. You just need an eyebrow tweezer. Makes you look cleaner even if you're still largely presenting masc.
Wear women's underwear, boyshorts are a nice option if you're not ready for a bikini cut.
Start getting rid of extra boy clothes that you don't foresee yourself wearing in the future. It can help relieve a burden you didn't even know was there.
Sorry, I'm 3 months in and these are some of the things that I've done. I'm full time, out at work and with family -- I moved quickly I guess.
Ah, yes, my reading comprehension is apparently poor today.
This is not the message of a serious person. Imagine believing that N.G. needs more income.