From what I can tell, the core issue with YouTube music is that it is restricted to the same API end points as default YouTube. Their api for playlist management just sucks and a lot of client side caching and workarounds are required to make it at all feel okay to use.
lapping6596
joined 6 months ago
Hmm, both? Punishing myself have me some form of satisfaction because of how much I hated myself. But I started to get in really good shape which fed into more self loathing. I thought I was fundamentally broken and being ripped but still 'worthless' just proved to me how broken I was.
This was all more than a decade ago. I got diagnosed bipolar and medicated a couple after that episode and that was a massive game changer. I don't have those thoughts or feelings at all anymore
During my deepest depression I would go to the gym to lift weights because it was an invisible way to punish myself.
I love my shockz for running. But now just carry loops ear plugs with me for when I'm on the train or don't need to be aware of my surroundings
I work in tech as well, and I think the biggest reason is workplace mobility. Working at Google famously makes it easy go get a new job.
When work has sucked for me, I went job hunting not trying to fix a broken system
I use privacy.com to guard my actual payment data. Works amazibg
I'm on the 7a with GrapheneOS, got it quite recently and am super happy