herinaceus

joined 5 months ago
[โ€“] herinaceus 1 points 10 minutes ago

Today I learned that speaking only in third person is a pronoun, and that telling depresed trans people to die in a not-yet-happening war as an alternative to dying from depression is perfectly fine, actually. As long as you're totally not trolling, it's all good!

I feel enlightened, and touchable grass is but a distant memory.

[โ€“] herinaceus 1 points 16 minutes ago

Commenable observation. My spectral theoretical identity is "_chaotic-neutral_nightmare-floorp-floofer" though. Which impressively, may (or may not) exist on the plane of shared, consensus reality. Telling me it doesn't exist in your waking world is just plain offensive though, and needs to be punished!

I really am a special lil fucker! Aren't I wonderful? uwu

I hope you guise like me and respecc all my identifiers, especially if/when I decide they exclusively revolve around a mythical creature's cawk, and my enjoyment of bouncing on it (for hours)!

Tap for spoiler๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–

[โ€“] herinaceus 2 points 14 hours ago

I really like their style. The glossy shading and lighting in general are great.

[โ€“] herinaceus 2 points 14 hours ago

It looks like they haven't put it on their site yet, but they will soon iirc. This is where it should be, when they get a copy of it and upload. Probably early January.

https://fourtheivesvinegar.org/videos

I am not sure, but the CCC might be leaving a recording of it up somewhere as well.

[โ€“] herinaceus 11 points 18 hours ago (2 children)

I did not realize that typing exclusively in third-person, and pushing something that is obviously kink-related onto internet strangers was umm... not trolling?

I feel like the troll that does this gives people who fantasize about dragons a bad name, not to mention people who use neopronouns, for various non-trolling reasons, that usually hold some kind of personal meaning. Expression is complicated, but holy goddamn bollucks, third-person shitposting to try to bait people who didn't read a bio into "misgendering" bans is asinine and takes validity from people who could use it. I don't see how any mods have gone along with this "muh third-person antagonistic ranting means victimhood" shit.

Whatever tho, I guess every individual user is supposed to independently block an asshat who tells people to commit suicide, because they are so very super-special.... I hope this place doesn't get tossed into dot world over this, ugh.

Tap for spoilerI'm going to go consume alcohol and definitely ~~not~~ look at cute/sexy kobalds to cope. Feel free to DM me for info on the nature of creatures outside the scope of waking reality, if you are brave enough.

[โ€“] herinaceus 6 points 23 hours ago

I had to look it up. The closest thing I've played is Citizen Sleeper.

I am not planning on posting on 196 again though, probably. I just decided to correct my extreme skeptisim against some allies, and share a meme-esque image.

Stellaris does look awesome though.

 

Turns out, the 4 Thieves almost exclusively discussed harm reduction through testing today at 38C3! Twas quite hormone-centric in nature as well, which is based. I did not know that T is so cottage-cheesey, or E is super flat-clumpy, but meow I do lol...

I think the shock-value presentation, and some of their past mistakes gave me a lot worse impression than they deserve, tbh. It seems like they have the right idea, and also promote finding conclusions thru legitimate past research, rather than "trust me bro" shit.

[โ€“] herinaceus -1 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

i guess you moved on, until a dumb shitpost also upset you ๐Ÿคญ

i wonder if the opinion that "this group of activists has it's odd pitfalls" was shared by anyone, other than "many," possibly even the OP. who knows?

also, who started this "discussion?" you didn't have to express your self-righteous anger, or at least could have done so more politely, without demands that i censor a screencap to make you not feel so wronged and upset.

anyways ๐Ÿฅฑ i'm bored. you got any games on your phone?

EDIT: i am skeptical that you do, indeed, have games on your phone, as you claimed. i patiently await your (relevant to mobile gaming) response, and may one day decide to no longer live in your walls.

[โ€“] herinaceus 0 points 2 days ago

๐Ÿคก <--- this is you, defending human rights online

i guess i will just have to wait for your implied "or else" to happen to me, since you're incapable of talking to people without making vaguely threatening demands the second you're offended, which i assume happens often.

in case i wasn't clear, this is also you:

[ ๐Ÿคก "Look at me! I solve problems that stopped happening before I was born by being an annoying, self-absorbed dumb-dumb that posts online!!" ]

i deeply care if you're offended by any/everything, and will notify all relevant parties, if you are. there are none, but if there were any, i'd let them know you're upset.

anyways, feel free to block me if you want, since honest discussion is beneath you, presumably. and dm me what your implied "or else" is, if you would like, just for funsies. i hope it was showing up at my place(s) of residence for irl harassment, because that would warm my heart. it would possibly give away the fact that i live in your walls tho, which would mean i have to move again... :<

[โ€“] herinaceus 3 points 3 days ago

good thing these guys seem in love with automating the process... ๐Ÿ™ƒ

leaving most of the brain-thinkie parts up to an arduino totally solves the "this might kill someone" factor. no-knowledge synthesis is the future! (/s for anyone wanting to toss reagents in a jar, and hope robots are infallable)

really tho, mistakes that make fries taste bad, or twist an ankle don't have shit on barely messing up a step in a synthesis that is to be consumed. it is like their reckless abandon is also intended to be a part of their cause, which makes things more confusing, and raises even more ethical questions.

[โ€“] herinaceus 12 points 3 days ago

YOU are telling ME (a very smart person btw) what to do ๐Ÿ˜ก

-consumes a whole bottle of chlorine bleach in protest of the implication of being told what to do-

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submitted 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) by herinaceus to c/[email protected]
 

~~pharmacists solely being distributors of pre-ordained medication has no detrimental effects on humans. ๐Ÿซ  the US is great to its people, and has very good healthcare practices!!~~ (livestream is on the 27th and i am excite, but not involved at all)

https://fahrplan.events.ccc.de/congress/2024/fahrplan/talk/ASBXWW/

stream link for those interested:

https://streaming.media.ccc.de/38c3

EDIT: my lack of capitalization and poor word choice has confused people. this event is about making legal, tested for efficacy medication only. pharmacists are good. doctors are good. the cost of medication and other hurdles that prevent people from having access to medication are not.

EDIT 2: i looked into the 4 Theives Vinegar Collective (breifly, just on wikipedia) and i did not realize that they made the EpiPencil, which is an open-source device that injects a mesured dose of epinephrine (a medication that can be bought from a trusted and legal distributor). that's awesome stuff, but it's less awesome that they now want to share chemistry knowlege that they don't necissarily have a full understanding of, and push automated synthesis for people who also don't have the foundational knowledge to ensure safety. not really great. i guess that's what happens when healthcare is entirely for-profit, and inaccessable to so many people.

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submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by herinaceus to c/[email protected]
 

Hi! Sorry if this isn't allowed. Although I don't think there is a rule against it, I can remove it if it is a problem!

My (literal) skin craves tiddy skittles. Endocrine systems are very complex, but TBIs + dry skin to the point of bleeding a little bit does generally point to not enough E being produced. Please do not tell me to visit a doctor, especially about the physical head trauma... There is no treatment to speak of, other than mitigating neuroinflammation, which I did do (over two years ago), when the last head bonk happened. I am safe meow, but not having a baja blast, tbh.

I'm not a "still cis tho" AMAB, trying to avoid hormones, since they're for trans folk. I lost shits to give about my presenting gender a long time ago, and consider myself agender or enby, or any expression in that vein, basically.

That said, I am pretty garbage at talking to new ppl, online or not, and also didn't want to pm a poor unexpecting soul, asking where to obtain E. "Controversial" or not, a quick test and some pills would almost definitely improve my wellbeing in multiple ways. Help finding an affordable tester and source for estrogen, or at least resources that have a trusted list would be appreciated greatly, even if they are not replies to this long-winded post.

(Thank you mods/hosters for keeping this place alive and safe, really. I am/was a lurker for a while, and this instance has been comfy af.)

tldr: I wish to obtain E, and would like a safe starting point, or a source for testing and pills.

EDIT: I just found out that Pueraria Mirifica exists... o.o Now I feel kinda dumb for posting this, but oh well. A plant with some phytoestrorogens in it seems like a saner option for dabbling in self-treatment of this type of stuff.

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