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I will never stop seeing red or age past 10-13. in c/[email protected]

[–] TokenEffort 1 points 1 week ago

I hate that I'm still alive in this society where I only exist to be hurt. Instead of just euthanizing unwanted kids, we just abuse them into killing themselves. That's so much better than being given a morphine overdose as an infant, apparently.

I will never stop seeing red or age past 10-13. in c/[email protected]

[–] TokenEffort 1 points 1 week ago

I should have killed myself at 7 when I first wanted to. I was right that nothing will change. I should have never allowed those people to abuse me more and get away with it. I should have made my mother and family guilty for being responsible for a child's suicide. Everyone continues to hurt me in the same way. What is the point of having a child if you're going to treat it like scum?

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I will never stop seeing red or age past 10-13. (self.suicidewatch)

submitted 1 week ago by TokenEffort to c/[email protected]

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There is no point in trying to make my life better after it was completely ruined from the start. I peaked at 5. I'm sick of society. Everyone is horrible and believes I deserved to be abused. I've destroyed just about everything I own and ruined my body much further by trying to kill myself and not making it, just to avoid involving other people. Fuck it, I'm going by train or cop, whoever killed me 100% would have abused me in the past or pointed and laughed at the scum looking in their direction out of the short bus window. I never had any value to anyone except bullies and abusers. I will only serve as a thing for actual people to hurt for their entertainment. Nothing will change regardless of how much I Act Like I'm More Than.

I hate my mother in c/0b11111111

[–] TokenEffort 0 points 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago)

Okay

(bloody fucking hell I'm still here. At least I have work tomorrow, something to look forward to. I had a feeling I would have survived so I didn't resign. I shouldn't have survived again. I really miss all the possessions I destroyed and now I need to live without them, things I can't replace.)

They deserve better in c/0b11111111

[–] TokenEffort 1 points 2 weeks ago

Nothing happened.

What feels illegal but isn't? in c/[email protected]

[–] TokenEffort 10 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

Using multiple free trials.

They deserve better in c/0b11111111

[–] TokenEffort 1 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Could you imagine having your arm cut off and everyone assumes you're bleeding to death because of autism and there's nothing that can be done about it?

I love the rain in c/0b11111111

[–] TokenEffort 2 points 2 weeks ago

I need more bike lanes

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Humans are meant to work for big corporations and nothing else. (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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Either you work for a corporation or you own one. The third option is death. Welcome to reality.

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They deserve better (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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I'm not smart, talented, pretty, strong, or worth anyone's time. (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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And now I actually keep falling off my bike in c/0b11111111

[–] TokenEffort 0 points 2 weeks ago

Still going to work overtime nothing matters

I should withdraw my paycheck in cash and burn the cash every week. I only want to work. I don't want to get paid anymore.

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And now I actually keep falling off my bike (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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Rape videos do not violate reddit's rules in c/[email protected]

[–] TokenEffort 11 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

Free Speech!

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I love the rain (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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Best way to cry in public without anyone noticing

Aussie Luck in c/funny

[–] TokenEffort 10 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Black cats are the purest.

I am bleeding all over in c/0b11111111

[–] TokenEffort 1 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

I'm sorry.

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I am bleeding all over (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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Hopefully my work clothes conceal the blood enough. I'll just say I fell off my bike.

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I am NOT smart. (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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I hate my mother (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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She took everything from me for the chance of getting free money that some random person got for a child who had an actual disorder. Ironically her pursuit for free money is why I'm free and got a chance to grow, but I should have had that chance when I was much younger.

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I will always be burdensome worthless scum. (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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I will always be the reason why something doesn't work out. I will always be the problem. Everything is solved by just removing me.

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I wish all traces of my existence was gone and I just never existed (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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Like, I should have died at birth like I was going to before some asshole scumbags had to "save" me. I serve as proof that not all babies need to be saved. Just have a new one or adopt a new one.

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Big win for the people rooting for my downfall (self.0b11111111)

submitted 2 weeks ago by TokenEffort to c/0b11111111

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Which is everyone, obviously. Everyone wants me to fail and to live the worst life possible. It's funny.

WastedEffort in c/0b11111111

[–] TokenEffort 0 points 2 weeks ago

I've destroyed this account as well.