Tried to read and write more. Recently tried to open up my notebooks “rules” to use one book for multiple free purposes and it makes it so much more enjoyable.
I was gonna comment that this seems like basic ultra conservative nationalistic first generation Chinese American until you got to the Han replacement theory, which makes zero sense. I’m sorry this is really tough.
I’m happy for you that you have escape toxic Chinese and American nationalism. I’m sorry you have to deal with this.
My family can also be insane but dude, this is tough.
Edit: I want to add a comment that I frequently comment on Chinese culture and am sometimes taken the wrong way. I do not mean my first sentence in a rude or racist way. There is a weird trend of Chinese nationalism, and Chinese immigrants taking up pro China but extremely conservative positions that goes against minority rights while also being a minority in America. Chinese cultural is very conservative on its own but its blend with nationalism and political and social conservatives breeds wild ideologies in America.
Yes three of the four babies with Chaplin the father in the background
That sounds so horrible even the name. I’ve had this dream in different locations too I’m not remembering. Every time it’s horrible
Thanks!
Have a good night! Sorry you’re stressed
I’d say people are very defensive and aggressive still but the filters and blocking helps me a lot. Though I’ve been sassy I do want to try to make a better nicer place
I also recently had some insanely horrible dream of some stone city with some amount of people but the edges went down into the earth with labyrinth like tunnels with some sort of black creatures that would multiple and chase after you and never not get you. What the fuck
I’ve had this bizarre waking dream since elementary or middle school that feels like I can see floating rocks banging into each other and it makes my body feel some very particular but indescribable way. And somehow I can remember where it started even though it’s super meaningless.
That sounds very cute