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The original was posted on /r/relationships by /u/Product_of_80s on 2024-01-24 10:46:11+00:00.
I always think about her and him holding each other, kissing her, having sex with her, holding her hair, i just find it all so hard to deal with that she will treat him different to me, it feels so unfair, I did all the hard work for someone else to just come into our lives and ruin it.
She cheated on me in August 2023 for this person, she is now showing him off like a prize to everyone, and I can't do anything to get her back. I miss her so much and just want my life back. She was beautiful, great boobs, great ass and a cute face. For a 36 year old woman she looked incredible. I miss feeling happy and confident with her.
I ask myself all these questions like what if he's better than me, what if he's better at sex or she enjoys it more with him, what if she always wanted to be with him and I was just a stepping stone to get there. What if they will be together forever. What if I never hear from her again. It drives me crazy.
TL:DR ex of 7 years cheated on me, she is now in a relationship with the guy she cheated with. 6 months on I can't get over how she will treat him different to me, she has never cheated on anyone before so I feel like this was a one off and she will change herself for him. I can't stop thinking about how happy they are whilst I am in hell dealing with low self esteem, insecurity and the constant image of them having sex, in my mind.