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Hmm interesting. I have terrible eyesight so I don't always see my cats when they're somewhere I don't expect them to be. But they're not afraid of me. They're still very affectionate with me and they do seem to trust me a lot. One of my three cats has figured out that if she makes any kind of noise I'll notice her but the other ones don't, but still don't seem to get too mad at me when I do accidentally run into them. I do love them very much though and I'll spend as much time with them as I can or they let me. So maybe they have internalized that I don't do it on purpose. Might also just be how I react to when it does happen though. I genuinely feel bad every single time. That same cat also figured out that if she stands on her hind legs and knocks on the glass door I will always hear it. Scared the crap out of me when she did it for the first time but if only I could get my other cats to do the same...

Happy birthday!!

A lot of things changed very quickly for me over the past couple months so I decided I was going to spend new years with friends. And even though it’s over I still am not sure if it was a good idea. They see each other far more than they see me, so I felt very third wheely if that makes sense. Going back home soon though so I can go back to feeling like a unicycle. Lol

Thank you! Definitely an adventure. I’m nervous about the whole thing.

About to quit my job of five years for a new one. After how much of a mess the previous months were everything seems to happen to me all at once now. So I’ll roll with it and see where I end up.

Getting over a breakup by trying to keep myself busy and not facing my thoughts much. It’s not healthy I know. I will eventually.

I feel this.

I love lying or sitting and listening to the rain. Ok I also love deliberately walking in the rain if it’s warm enough out. Ok yeah I just like rain apparently. the sound is just so soothing.

I’m beyond sad it’s over. It was amazing. I also got to shake a hyenas paw. It was incredible

They really enjoyed it judging by the purring. They were so incredibly fluffy and gentle. They even licked my hand. Did not expect them to be so chill. I wanted to hug it but was advised not to.

I get to pet cheetahs today. And possibly baby lions. It’s gonna be a fun day I think.

My partners friend, as it turns out, has a pool. With a slide. And not just a small slide. So that’ll be my day. Feel like a child again.