I'm glad I talked myself into the gym.
Incoming vent:
Birthday being next week, it's a real rough time to be honest. I can't help but think about how I don't have any family to spend time with. I know I'm not the only one in this position, but still feels bad.
When I was unemployed, I lost a couple of really close friends who I usually hang out with, but I'm grateful for the people in my life that I do have.
It sounds funny, but I've kinda felt like a stray human since I was young.
Things could always be worse, and I try to keep that in mind. I just have moments of weakness where I wish for things that seem so out of grasp.
/end vent
I can't relate to what you're going through, but I do know what it's like to feel like one's experience is foreign to the majority of people.
Just now I've vented in this thread, and I guess sometimes it gets things off my chest that I've been holding in for so long that they're starting to poison me.
I hope you can find some peace from what you're going through β€οΈ