/c/Vent: Vent about your life here

I still feel like it's not worth doing anything if a stupid disorder is going to take credit for everything I did. The same stupid disorder that was the reason why I wasn't supposed to grow or work. There's no escaping that shit and changing my name isn't enough. Asshole data brokers pieced together that I changed my name and connect that stupid birth name to my name when anyone googles either one. I'm just going to be stalked by aps before I end up with als or cancer and trapped in some abusive institution or hospital again anyway. Trying to reclaim my life is wasted effort and resources. If we're so against killing unwanted children then we should at least allow euthanasia for anyone with the unwanted disorders.