Maybe looking up? Afraid to jinx it but these critters I'm staying with seem to have expectations compatible with I can do. I don't think I've actually relaxed yet, but, well, y'know, maybe there's a chance I can start living here. Also they have more time to chat and hang out and even go with me to places sometimes 😅 Ooo, just remembered there's orange juice in the fridge 😅 Couldn't find any Simply Mango at the shop though v.v Grr-hmph.
Anyway I'm doing better. Haven't had any panic attack thingles, haven't even fallen off' the bed. Nervous about life but there's been a little progress and maybe a chance at more. Hoping Duluth has what I need 😅 Rough if it doesn't. Oh, ordered a Tello SIM card. Phone started working sometime on the first, which is when I was headed up here so Idunno if something in Minne (which is a cute name so I like calling it that :P ) was blocking my phone or it was some kinda roaming thing or just they had blocked me but that expired or what, but I'm not looking to play that game again so I'm getting my own phone service. Cheap, shitty phone service but shouldn't leave me stranded because some assholes in Oklahoma did something or didn't do something or just the phone got locked off 'cause I was out of state too long or whatever happened rantble! Bought a bunch of crappy food because it's easy for me and I mostly won't feel like I'll have to ask anycritter anything and I have somewhere to put it and someway to carry it (was driven there, no six-bags-on-a-bus mess >.<; ) and an expectation that I'll likely still be here to use it all. I think that probably means something 😅 Maybe I'll even make it to the bus stop (and Taco John's!! 😻 ) soonish.
Aaany-anyway! I have a lil hope now I think. Am not expected to have everything solved by next week, so I can get some things done when it works for me rather than getting practically nothing done because it's got to all be settled and I can't. Idunno what all that stuff up there is about but wiggles maybe-okayly!