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The original was posted on /r/getmotivated by /u/Anxious_Cranberry219 on 2023-12-09 07:40:41+00:00.
No friends since highschool and despite a couple of times at the beginning to reach out to them, they haven't tried to reach out to me in any way.
23 years old but already feel like a failure. Confused what to do in life and pressure from my family group to continue with studying a degree I think I have no more interest in.
Younger siblings are more successful and joined the army and moved out, meanwhile I'm still living with my parents.
I hate how my eyes are slanted because I have a lazy eye.
I hate that I like Kiddie games and not hard-core adult games.
I hate that I'm always anxious with my anxiety disorder and overthinking everything.
I hate my face and how ugly it is compared to everyone else's.
I hate that I'm awkward.
I hate that I'm working a terrible retail seasonal job.
I want to be motivated and be a better different person, but I then ask what's the point?