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The original was posted on /r/getmotivated by /u/pancake-n-syrup on 2023-12-09 04:25:04+00:00.
I am trying to recover from an eating disorder (anorexia nervosa) that I've struggled with for 4 years, and am underweight medically. My bloodwork has shown signs of distress, I spent a brief amount of time in acute organ failure (not anymore), I have been struggling with ammenhorrea for all of the 4 years, and am scared of devoloping/scared i have developed osteopenia/osteoperosis.
I am honestly sick of being sick, and I could go on for hours and hours how much my eating disorder has taken from my life. Relationships, opportunities, time, money, dignity... all stolen from this horrible disease. And it has gotten me absolutely nothing. I want to get my health back but I am having such a hard time mentally overcoming all of the hurdles.
If anyone has any motivation, advice, suggestions, experience, I am all ears :) thank you so much for your time.