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I have waking panic attacks. Meaning i wake from a dead sleep and am instantly in fight or flight. My dr. thinks i have nightmares, I don't.
It's absolutely horrible. Imagine sleeping peacefully, you roll over to get more comfortable then BAM, heart pounding, jump out of bed because my legs have to be in motion, somethings wrong, very, very wrong, the walls of life are closing in ,it's all over, everyone hates me, even my family. You break down in a hysterical rage of tears, cant catch your breath, look at the clock, it's only midnight, you've been asleep for an hour. Try to fall back asleep, pass out with the TV on an hour later because the darkness horrifies you. Rinse and repeat every 2 to 3 hours until it's time for work. Your coworkers talk shit because you're always grumpy. Consider ending it all, but then who would be there for my boy? He depends on you, he loves you. Do what you can to make through the day. Every new day is more difficult than the last.
Anyways,
Are you able to find another doctor? Because that doctor seem like a bad doctor.